i'm kind of flustered right now. cause there's a mess in my room, created by travel brochures, birthday presents and toiletries. more than one to-do lists are stuck on my wall, and my thoughts are everywhere. i think i'm really bound to snap at some unfortunate being soon. and there is a high chance its going to be my mum, even though i know she is concerned in the best possible way.

i have two huge pimples on my nose which is irritating me, and for some reason my miracle pimple cream doesnt work on them. is it due to hormones? then would my damn period please come quickly so that i can lose some of these restlessness.

or maybe i'll do better tomorrow. i probably just need some time alone to sort out my stuff and clear my head about what i still need to do, and also get some things done.

the past week has been wonderful, in simple ways. and now my laptop has been upgraded to being faster and cleaner. results were moderately ok, but not enough to level up. but i shall try to calm down and take it slow. nothing i can do about being jobless.